Kieran Harrison thought he knew what love looked like. Then he met Serena. Beautiful. Magnetic. Impossible to resist. By the time he understood what she really was, it was already too late.

What begins as intoxicating soon turns toxic. Encounter by encounter, Kieran is pulled under — bound by a desire he can't break and a relationship slowly poisoning everything he thought he knew about himself.

Then Serena is dead. And Kieran is charged with her murder.

Ordered into therapy, defended by a barrister he despises, abandoned by everyone but his father, Kieran is left alone with the darkest corners of his own mind — and three questions he can't escape:

Is he a narcissist? A murderer? Or both?

As his trial closes in and the lies unravel one by one, the truth he uncovers is more devastating than the crime itself. Nobody is who they claim to be — least of all the woman he died a little to love.

Am I... is a gripping psychological thriller of obsession, manipulation, and deadly secrets that will hold you captive until its final, shattering page.